I'm sorry I can't hold you as you cry anymore. I'm so sorry we have to talk in secret. I am deeply and truly sorry I couldn't say goodbye to you. I said goodbye the best I could before I had to go. You are the best little sister in the world and I think of you everyday. I still have old drawings we did together, and when I look at them I smile, because I remember how much fun it was to draw with you. Remeber when we got to see each other in the summer? That was so much fun! Even though our trip was cut short, we still made the best of it. And that's what we're doing. Even though we can't see each other, we're making the best of a sad situation and we're still in contact. Even though we can't talk often, we can still talk. Just thinking about you brings a smile to my face becuase I am so proud of who you are and what you have achieved. You are so stong. I know this is hard but you'll make it okay, because you
are stong. I love you so much. Never forget that. I have never and never will stop loving you. I'm sorry I left you in the dark, but I didn't want to hurt you even more. Whatever you want to say to me, no matter how sad you are, how mad you are, howerver you feel, I will help you. That's what big sisters are for! Even though I can't be physically there for you, I'll always be there in your heart, and the heart is what matters
Please remeber me by the way we alway were together, and not by what other people think of me. You know the truth, and if you need to talk about anything, I'm always here for you. Always remeber that.
I love you